I was on a phone call vf Eu Gene before i successfully log in to utar portal..When i was chatting vf him..
I press my lappy..
And found out that i successfully log in to utar portal le..
I faster press in,(expecting that i cnt view the page)
Suddenly, the result pop out..
I viewed my result..
I was very surprise as i scrolled down..
I saw this..
I was shocked when i saw the second column..
It is written there "Intro to adv------F"
I was shocked..
That was the 1st time i get F..
And 1st time i get 2As..
I dont know whether i should be happy or sad..
The 1st respond to Eu Gene is "OMG..I failed"
Both of us stunned for awhile..
Atlast i told Gene that i want to quite down myself 1st..
He hang up the phn..and i started to talk to God..
"God!Why?? Why?? Why i fail??How come??I cant believe that!"
The room remain silence..
I straight away went to facebook and start to ask my friends result..
All of them seems happy and satisfy although they say "pass all only"
U know what? I feel shame..
I felt that im the only one that failed in advertising..
I cnt believe it..
I keep asking God..
should i appeal for remark?
I ask Eu gene, ask my housemate..even ask my facebook friends..
The answer i got is "Maybe u should try" and " maybe u shouldnt,the percentage of success is very low"
I asked so many people..
Ask ask ask ask n ask..
Eu Gene called me..
He asked me what m i doing..
Told him that im asking people's opinion..
Then i ask him,
"should i appeal?What do u think of me getting this kind of result?"
Then he replied,"I think that u did a great job.U failed one but still, ur cgpa can maintain 2.5.Just this sub have sum mistake"
At that moment, I tell myself..God had already bless me...
Eu gene told me to put more effort on study next sem onwards..Ya..i think i should..
I cried..I was so sad and he told me that this is the 1st time he heard me crying that bad..
Ya..i really feel bad..
I feel shame..n feel bad for mummy..
When i quiet down myself..
I give thanks to God..
Because there r so many ppl around me who cares for me..
I shouldnt give up that easily!
And thank God for the good result and i can proceed to next sem..eventhough i got F, but im gonna appeal and pray hard for it..
Never try, never know..
Dont want to waste mummy's money..
Rm100 is better than Rm600..
Hopefully everything will goes well..
ps: to those that have the results that never satisfy ur expectation, learn to give thanks ya!Because, there is always hope=)