Not me anymore..I tried..Sorry for not being the perfect one..

Last time i thought when someone love me,

They have to accept me as who i am..

But..i guess i am wrong..

Someone told me..

If u really love someone..

U will change for that person..

Need to tolerate..

Ok..i tried..

I change myself..

I know im not totally change..But..i tried..

But wat i c is..people wont be satisfied..

I give up on dancing..

Y?dont ask me..

I dont know..

Its hard..I let go something i love to do..Something that i can show my talent..

But..wat i get is.."You do it for urself.."

Y people dont understand me..

Ya..i shouldnt believe that there r someone that can u

nderstand and know wat i need..

Just God knows..

The way i wear..make my life dangerous..

The way i use money..make my life suffer..

The way i dance..make my life sucks.

Wat i know is that i hurt people..

Those that love me..Those that care me..I hurt them..

Sorry..i tried t0 change..But this is who i am..

I tried hard..Cant u c?

To Cross V:

Sorry guys..i hope ull can understand that i made a big decision on letting go on dancing..

Im really happy that i can meet u guys..

I wont forget the days v spent together before..

Thanks for all of ur support..

Cross V continue to rock yea^^

Support ull forever^^

ps:i know this is all for my own good..thanks..u r still the special one..

sorry..i tried to be the one..but its so far..im trying to catch up..