my keeper =)

Everyone have a keeper. Well, at least one.

No doubt, i would say i have one too. =)

This keeper of mine is not a housekeeper nor garden keeper,

It is my SISTER KEEPER.

(FYI, sister keeper is like a person that you can always tell her about your worries in life, happiness and etc.)

We knew each other since 2 and the half years ago,(if im not mistaken =P)

We are house mates. Our house named "Agape",means unconditional love.

At 1st, she is not really happy when i shifted in. (This is what she told me la.haha)

And ya, i remember the coldness i get from her too. haha..

That time I just started my foundation in Utar, and she is in her Year 2.

After 1 year passed by, (when she came back from her internship)

We started to talk more, compare to last time.

I still remember when I am in my Year 1 sem 1 exam period time, 

I moved in to her room. Haha~ and she welcome me=D 

We start talking more and have pillow talk almost every night!

I tell her all my sadness, happiness and worries. And she gave me good advices.

She did the same too.. We cried together and we laughed together.

There are lots of good memories we have together.

In between, we do argue, but thank God that we learn to forgive each other=)

She is now graduate and went to Singapore,

And I shifted to Harvard.

Both of us are now in different places.

But yet, God's love is still with us.

I thank God that He bless me with this great sister.

I learned alot from her. really alot.

We still contact each other and nothing can stop us from sharing our life process with each other=)

Thank God and

Thank you, Wan Yee!

To my beloved sister keeper, Esther Lau Wan Yee, 

Before you start reading this letter that i write to you, please prepare tissue beside you ya~hahaha!

Wan Yee, I really appreciate what you did for me all along the way we live together.

Seriously, I am really encouraged by you by seeing your life changing.

God is working on you. And dont let it stop, k?

You know what? Everytime when i am angry of something, I will think of what u say.

"Why punish yourself??"

Thanks babe.. 

I know now u r undergoing unemployed situation,

But dont let this to stop you from believing the Lord, k?

God has a great plan for you that u can never imagine!

As what u said to me in the message, "the job is around me."

Praise God! 

He is faithful and just, amen?

Remember, no matter what happen,

You have God, and you have this crazy bunch of people in Hope Kampar waiting for you!^^

Love you so much and miss you oo..

Im waiting to see you wear your "si fang mao" and say " Thank God I am now graduate!"

See you soon in September! pillow talk!^^

Life.

University life goes on.

Its my Year 2 trimester 1.

Well, for me, its really fast. 

2 years gone. Now, 2 more years away from my graduation day.

Day by day, you can't even believe how time passes by.

Agree?

I used to ask Saki, one of my best gal, "Did you realize last semester passed by soooo fast?"

And she agreed.

We are now in Year 2 already.

Still remember the 1st day i step in Utar.

I was excited, *because Im free from home!Lol

I was curious,

I was NOOB,

and I was FRESH.

But blink!

Now im in Year 2.

If u were to ask, "do you enjoy ur university life?"

I will say, yes.

I dont deny, there are lots of time that i feel like giving up because of over flooded stress.

But it made me think, "Worth it?Or not?"

U study from kindergarden to primary school,

From primary to secondary, and now, tertiary. 

All this while, your parents work hard to earn money, hoping to see us wearing the stupid square hat, and holding the scroll in our hands saying, "I am a graduate!!"

So, now, let's see.

Telling yourself that u cant, *if u cant, let me ask you," did anyone use a gun and force u to study?"

Telling yourself that u are stupid,*if u r stupid, you wont be able to study in university,rite?

Telling yourself you are not strong enough to handle stress, *if u are not strong enough, you wont be able to live till now,agree?

My point is, why let our thoughts to control us?

We are the master of ourself. Not the body, not the emotions and thoughts.

Its we, OURSELF.

Still want to give up?=)

ps: i wish the best for you..