Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Different.

From the moment i read the msg u sent me,
I know that you will never understand me.
Because ur ruler and my ruler is different.
A lot different.

You will forever stand on ur side and judge me.
What i want is just a simple care.
Maybe I'm really wrong. No, im really wrong.
I shouldn't seek for your care.
U r just human.
U can do nothing greater.

I will not be able to understand u either.
Because you will never know what u yourself want.

I understand now.
I wont cry anymore.
Disappointed.
Enough of all the hurting words.
I have feelings.
I'm born not to be hurt.

Dont tell me u r disappointed.
Because this is what you did.
And please dont bring my past to compare.
It happened.
We look forward. Not backward.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

1st ever Hope Kampar Survivor camp!

I know Im late for updating about this.. Im so sorry!!
So, as i said in my title, its Hope Kampar 1st ever ever Survivor Camp!
This basically is open for the January intake's freshmen la..
Around 50 of us participate in this camp!^^

Im quite lazy to write so.. haha.. let the picture do the talk la har=P
We took bus and then ferry to the Pangkor island=) This is when we r in the ferry! Very cold~

The freshies!^^ They are sweet people^^

The ferry^^
This is the house where we stayed=) Nice one^^

During lunch time=)
Telling the tips of the 1st challenge. 

We went for Island hopping on the second day=)

I dont have the pictures when we were facing the challenges.. So, too bad=(
But i can tell ull that this camp is extremely fun!!
Although alot of the times,i showed my temper and cried..haha..*memalukan
But ya, its really fun!
Really want to say sorry to those who were frightened when they saw me showing my temper durng some challenges =P 
SORRY!!
Anyway, Pangkor Island is really nice!!
Some of my friends said that Pangkor sea water is very dirty, but its not!! Its very clean now^^
Well.. thats it! 
I can only show all this..=P

God is Great!!

3 Days 2 Nights in Kl for Bible Conference=)

Time pass by very fast because here comes our 1st Bible conference in the year of 2011!
Went to Petaling Jaya on the 4th of March till 6th of March..
This time BC title is "Passion"!
Passion for God!
Passion for People!
Passion for the great commission!
=) Me and My cute cute sister!
Felecia, Pei Pei and me^^
Me and Shirley! My darling sheep^^(sweet gal)

During the 2nd day,
We went to Sunway Pyramid. ^^
After the bc, we depart from PJ to Sunway around 5pm.
After we reached Sunway, some of us group vf each other and went for shopping and dinner.
Chad, Daniel, Kok Leng, See Yong, Jessica, Wan Yee, Eu Gene and me went for Sushi Zanmai!^^

I will just let the picture to do the talk=)

Eu Gene ate this.. Beef rice.. haha.. forget the actual name..=P
I ate salmon rice, but i cant upload the pic=(
Dessert! This is super nice!!! But quite expensive=P
Hahha~~ Played with the heart shape marshmallow!=P
<3<3
This is it!=) 8 of us^^

After we had our dinner, we need to go le.. But then some of them said that they want to take pictures around the decoration area.. So we went there while the others went back to their respective place^^
Me and Jessica=) The "babe"!XD
Hahaha!! Dont touch us!
Haha.. this one very nice also~XD
Our group photo^^


I thank God that He did talk to me during the bc..
What i remember the most is that we need to have the right passion for the right things..
And the second thing is that do not let emotions to overtake us.
Many times we did not realize that actually we will unconsciously allow our emotions such as disappointment,anger,jealousy and etc to overcome ourself.. This is very dangerous!
So, i really need to learn on controlling my emotions, not letting my emotions to control me!


PASSION FOR GOD!!<3

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I felt like an evil

i really hate myself for being so negative nowadays.
i cant control my temper.
i keep on being jealous and fed up for everything that is around me.
what happen to me
why will i act this way
i thought this morning im ok, but im not at all.
why
angie, please wake up.
stop acting liek a child
i feel so annoying