Curly Curly! *screams

Ahh!!  Hou hoi sam a!!!
Finally i permed my hair!!! XD

I know i know..
Im too excited lo!
But hor.. i waited so long jor!!
Why suddenly can perm?
Ahem.. story telling time~ =D

Yesterday, (Sunday), mummy ask me call the saloon that she went often to check whether the hairstylist free to perm her hair or not,
So before i call, i just simply say, "i also want to perm. =P"
Then mummy answered me, " you got money then perm la. if no, then dont talk too much."
I was like.. sien lo..

After that mummy and i went to the saloon to check lo..
*actually i called jor geh, the hairstylist say not free. but my mummy nothing to do, so she say go and check. LOL
When we reached, amazingly, *LOL, my mum told the hairstylist that i also wan to perm my hair.
me = stunt. XD

Then that night, * means yesterday night la..
I sooooo happy till cant sleep. LOL! *i know im crazy =P
Then this morning, i followed mummy to her shop lu..
But the saloon never open. ==
Then i very emo lo..
But thank God! there's a saloon located in the same row of my mum's shop! *evil laugh

I went there and ask for the price and i found that the price is the same..
So i told mummy and tell her " I want to perm now. XD"
Then mummy gave me money, and i went! Lalalala~

At first i quite gan jeong..
Cuz i didnt know whether i will look good or not..
But thank God! I like it very much!!! XD

Tada! Nice? 

*i uploaded more in facebook =P

alright! thats all~ 

haha.. just want to share my happiness with all of you!

Thank you mummy for blessing me!

Thank God for my mummy!

Thank you for reading! <3

just another day~ =)

Today was just another normal but blessed day =))
But please allow me to blog about the previous day =P

Yesterday i went to mummy's shop *as usual,
and i started to take pictures of myself!XD
*sorry lah~ i nothing to do ma~ XD

So now~
Present to you~ my camwhore pictures! LOL

^^

yaya~ i had a braid~ XD

lalala~ random pose!XD

smile~ =))

please forgive me~ im just trying to act emo! XD *its not good to be emo!!

Surprise?XD

ya ya~ i did my nail~XD *picture too blur, so i didnt upload =S

i changed my hairstyle before i leave the shop XD *i prefer this one =D

that's all~ semua picture syok sendiri saya~ XD
paisehlah.. i really nothing to do.. hahah!
ps: i didnt makeup!! XD *soo happy~

by the way, today i had my hair up! but its different one.. how different? look!

tada! side bun! XD *i know its not special lah~ but my first time ma.. XD

Guess that's all for today! =) 

Can't wait for next friday! *shopping vf sistas!!! =D

Night lovely people!

Random Star 4 lifegroup!

Im in ipoh! =)

home sweet home~ 

But before i go back to my lovely home, 

Me and my church friends, *also name as Star 4, which is my group, went to watch Johnny English Reborn!!

Laugh from the beginning till the end! haha! 

This movie is super funny! *thumbs up!

I guess i dont have to explain about the movie *i bet most of you watched it or already read about it from ur friends blog? haha

After we finished the movie, 

then went for dinner with my mummy in Restaurant Ipoh~

haha.. my mum's favorite restaurant.. *paiseh, no picture =P

well.. i guess my 3 weeks holiday wont be just that boring huh?

will update more about my holiday and i promise to post pictures next time! *i know its boring without pictures =P

will be active in blogging! 

so please support har~ =P

oh ya~ i had new layout for my bloggie! ^^ cool? XD

actually i had lots of things to write..

my brother's wedding la.. sister's steamboat nite la.. and so on..

but im so lazy!==

sorry lah~ i try my best to overcome my laziness la k? ^^

oh ya! i change laptop dy~ muahaha~

change to sony vaio * dont know what model. i know im noob in laptop thingy..

its in blue! quite nice la.. too bad it is not that new.. i exchange with mummy ger la.. =P

alrite, thats all for now! =)

Wish all of u a great day ahead and GOD BLESS!! =))

ps: don't pollute my trust for you. =)

polluted

i trusted u with all my heart.
but what u did.
u are not being honest to me.
and this irritates me alot.

WE ARE DONE

end of year 2 trimester 1.

as i always said,
time passed really fast!!
its holiday AGAIN!!
seriously, i feel so old now =P
*kidding

anyway, back to my exam period..
hmm..
exam was ok~
*confirm wont fail this time!! XD
cuz i got study ma.. haha..

hopefully wont get C this trimester..
well.. i gave my best, therefore, let God do the rest..
hope my CGPA can boost up lo.. XD

This picture was took on my last day of exam ^^

anyway, to all UTAR students who are worrying the results,
just want to say, "dont worry!! when you gave ur best, u will surely get good results!"

where else for those who are enjoying holiday, HAPPY HOLIDAY!!
* those who still worry, relax and enjoy the holiday ya! <3

full stop.

Finally. the day still comes.

still, we need to face all this problems.

i knew it from the start. everything doesn't goes on the way we want.

1 and the half years.

you can say that im selfish. 

but what i do is best for everyone.

maybe not now, but for future.

you might not understand, but one day, 

one day you will understand.

no one knows what will happen in the coming 1 and the half years.

only God knows.

无话可说

对于你， 我在也不知道该怎么办了。
说我没考虑你的感受，这一切都是你想出来的。
我没说过我不爱你了。我也每做对不起你的事。
为什么你却不相信我？

Its coming back again. Things change.

Still remember the day you go for interns..

You sent me back to my house in ipoh..

Back to those days, we were still friends..

1 and a half year..

You are now preparing to go back there..

Not for interns..

But work there..

The feeling is different..

Although it is just KL..

But still.. knowing that you will leave Kampar somehow makes me feel.. weird..

Sad? No..

Happy? No..

Maybe, in between?

But thank God.. I feel secure..

Im not afraid of loosing you..

Because i put my trust in God.. and in you..

I believe, when you are mine, you will forever be mine..

I think i should be glad..

My boy is going to work hard for future..

Maybe, our future..=)

Despite the physical distance between me and you,

our heart is together, rite?

Maybe this is a good time for both of us to learn..

Focus on God, and trust Him..

The more we get closer to God, the more we experience His blessing in our relationship..

And one day, our future will be wonderful..

Because God mold this relationship..

Our promise, We will be a blessing to others..=)

my keeper =)

Everyone have a keeper. Well, at least one.

No doubt, i would say i have one too. =)

This keeper of mine is not a housekeeper nor garden keeper,

It is my SISTER KEEPER.

(FYI, sister keeper is like a person that you can always tell her about your worries in life, happiness and etc.)

We knew each other since 2 and the half years ago,(if im not mistaken =P)

We are house mates. Our house named "Agape",means unconditional love.

At 1st, she is not really happy when i shifted in. (This is what she told me la.haha)

And ya, i remember the coldness i get from her too. haha..

That time I just started my foundation in Utar, and she is in her Year 2.

After 1 year passed by, (when she came back from her internship)

We started to talk more, compare to last time.

I still remember when I am in my Year 1 sem 1 exam period time, 

I moved in to her room. Haha~ and she welcome me=D 

We start talking more and have pillow talk almost every night!

I tell her all my sadness, happiness and worries. And she gave me good advices.

She did the same too.. We cried together and we laughed together.

There are lots of good memories we have together.

In between, we do argue, but thank God that we learn to forgive each other=)

She is now graduate and went to Singapore,

And I shifted to Harvard.

Both of us are now in different places.

But yet, God's love is still with us.

I thank God that He bless me with this great sister.

I learned alot from her. really alot.

We still contact each other and nothing can stop us from sharing our life process with each other=)

Thank God and

Thank you, Wan Yee!

To my beloved sister keeper, Esther Lau Wan Yee, 

Before you start reading this letter that i write to you, please prepare tissue beside you ya~hahaha!

Wan Yee, I really appreciate what you did for me all along the way we live together.

Seriously, I am really encouraged by you by seeing your life changing.

God is working on you. And dont let it stop, k?

You know what? Everytime when i am angry of something, I will think of what u say.

"Why punish yourself??"

Thanks babe.. 

I know now u r undergoing unemployed situation,

But dont let this to stop you from believing the Lord, k?

God has a great plan for you that u can never imagine!

As what u said to me in the message, "the job is around me."

Praise God! 

He is faithful and just, amen?

Remember, no matter what happen,

You have God, and you have this crazy bunch of people in Hope Kampar waiting for you!^^

Love you so much and miss you oo..

Im waiting to see you wear your "si fang mao" and say " Thank God I am now graduate!"

See you soon in September! pillow talk!^^

Life.

University life goes on.

Its my Year 2 trimester 1.

Well, for me, its really fast. 

2 years gone. Now, 2 more years away from my graduation day.

Day by day, you can't even believe how time passes by.

Agree?

I used to ask Saki, one of my best gal, "Did you realize last semester passed by soooo fast?"

And she agreed.

We are now in Year 2 already.

Still remember the 1st day i step in Utar.

I was excited, *because Im free from home!Lol

I was curious,

I was NOOB,

and I was FRESH.

But blink!

Now im in Year 2.

If u were to ask, "do you enjoy ur university life?"

I will say, yes.

I dont deny, there are lots of time that i feel like giving up because of over flooded stress.

But it made me think, "Worth it?Or not?"

U study from kindergarden to primary school,

From primary to secondary, and now, tertiary. 

All this while, your parents work hard to earn money, hoping to see us wearing the stupid square hat, and holding the scroll in our hands saying, "I am a graduate!!"

So, now, let's see.

Telling yourself that u cant, *if u cant, let me ask you," did anyone use a gun and force u to study?"

Telling yourself that u are stupid,*if u r stupid, you wont be able to study in university,rite?

Telling yourself you are not strong enough to handle stress, *if u are not strong enough, you wont be able to live till now,agree?

My point is, why let our thoughts to control us?

We are the master of ourself. Not the body, not the emotions and thoughts.

Its we, OURSELF.

Still want to give up?=)

ps: i wish the best for you.. 

Sudden Impluse

Never know since when I started to feel scared.

Scared of losing something that is very important to me.

People whom I love.

People whom I care.

Sometimes its just hard.

Hard to let go.

I am selfish.

Our 1 year anniversary!

Time flies~ Its already 1 year!
This is my first time celebrating 1 year anniversary! haha..
Never expected that we can go through this 1 year even though we argue a lot along the days..
But we made it!!
Why am I that happy?
Haha.. For me, it is worth on celebrating every year.
Looking back at the things that we been through together..
Although there are lots of bitterness, but for me,Sweet=)

To my boy,
         I thank God that we had gone through so many things in this 1 year, or i should say 1 year +,but yet we are still together. You know what? You are so special.. Your are the 1st guy whom i still love even though its already 1 year +.. I don't know why, but day by day, the feeling keeps on increase instead of decrease.. My dear, I want to apologize for being so "princess".. I know sometimes I act like a kid, but still, you are so patient.. I remember that there are few times that I throw my temper on you when I'm not in a good mood, but then you still so sayang me.. I also want to say thank you for guiding me through out my life. I learned to be more independent, patient and the most important is, I learned to accept others weaknesses and strength.. I believe that there are more challenges waiting for us as we continue to walk the journey together, but my choice will always be holding your hands and face it together with you.. You are graduating soon, 2 years of testing our love for each other. Even myself find it hard to believe that we can pass through the test.. But, still, let's believe in God that He will help us through all the obstacles.. My choice will always be you. 


Love you..

I thank God for my shepherd.. She taught me about one thing and I will always remember it.
"这世界是没有完美的情人，只有懂得配合对方的情人.那才是幸福的."

Different.

From the moment i read the msg u sent me,
I know that you will never understand me.
Because ur ruler and my ruler is different.
A lot different.

You will forever stand on ur side and judge me.
What i want is just a simple care.
Maybe I'm really wrong. No, im really wrong.
I shouldn't seek for your care.
U r just human.
U can do nothing greater.

I will not be able to understand u either.
Because you will never know what u yourself want.

I understand now.
I wont cry anymore.
Disappointed.
Enough of all the hurting words.
I have feelings.
I'm born not to be hurt.

Dont tell me u r disappointed.
Because this is what you did.
And please dont bring my past to compare.
It happened.
We look forward. Not backward.

1st ever Hope Kampar Survivor camp!

I know Im late for updating about this.. Im so sorry!!
So, as i said in my title, its Hope Kampar 1st ever ever Survivor Camp!
This basically is open for the January intake's freshmen la..
Around 50 of us participate in this camp!^^

Im quite lazy to write so.. haha.. let the picture do the talk la har=P

We took bus and then ferry to the Pangkor island=) This is when we r in the ferry! Very cold~

The freshies!^^ They are sweet people^^

The ferry^^

This is the house where we stayed=) Nice one^^

During lunch time=)

Telling the tips of the 1st challenge. 

We went for Island hopping on the second day=)

I dont have the pictures when we were facing the challenges.. So, too bad=(

But i can tell ull that this camp is extremely fun!!

Although alot of the times,i showed my temper and cried..haha..*memalukan

But ya, its really fun!

Really want to say sorry to those who were frightened when they saw me showing my temper durng some challenges =P 

SORRY!!

Anyway, Pangkor Island is really nice!!

Some of my friends said that Pangkor sea water is very dirty, but its not!! Its very clean now^^

Well.. thats it! 

I can only show all this..=P

God is Great!!

3 Days 2 Nights in Kl for Bible Conference=)

Time pass by very fast because here comes our 1st Bible conference in the year of 2011!
Went to Petaling Jaya on the 4th of March till 6th of March..
This time BC title is "Passion"!
Passion for God!
Passion for People!
Passion for the great commission!

=) Me and My cute cute sister!

Felecia, Pei Pei and me^^

Me and Shirley! My darling sheep^^(sweet gal)

During the 2nd day,
We went to Sunway Pyramid. ^^
After the bc, we depart from PJ to Sunway around 5pm.
After we reached Sunway, some of us group vf each other and went for shopping and dinner.
Chad, Daniel, Kok Leng, See Yong, Jessica, Wan Yee, Eu Gene and me went for Sushi Zanmai!^^

I will just let the picture to do the talk=)

Eu Gene ate this.. Beef rice.. haha.. forget the actual name..=P
I ate salmon rice, but i cant upload the pic=(

Dessert! This is super nice!!! But quite expensive=P

Hahha~~ Played with the heart shape marshmallow!=P

<3<3

This is it!=) 8 of us^^

After we had our dinner, we need to go le.. But then some of them said that they want to take pictures around the decoration area.. So we went there while the others went back to their respective place^^

Me and Jessica=) The "babe"!XD

Hahaha!! Dont touch us!

Haha.. this one very nice also~XD

Our group photo^^

I thank God that He did talk to me during the bc..

What i remember the most is that we need to have the right passion for the right things..

And the second thing is that do not let emotions to overtake us.

Many times we did not realize that actually we will unconsciously allow our emotions such as disappointment,anger,jealousy and etc to overcome ourself.. This is very dangerous!

So, i really need to learn on controlling my emotions, not letting my emotions to control me!

PASSION FOR GOD!!<3

I felt like an evil

i really hate myself for being so negative nowadays.
i cant control my temper.
i keep on being jealous and fed up for everything that is around me.
what happen to me
why will i act this way
i thought this morning im ok, but im not at all.
why
angie, please wake up.
stop acting liek a child
i feel so annoying

I dont deserve it iszt?

Y youll dont believe what i say?
I dont deserve ur trust?
Why always like that??

Future? U will never know..

I have this sudden impulse to write about this.. FUTURE..

"What will happen in my future?"
Friends,
Did you ever ask yourself this question?
I bet everyone does..
No one will ever get to know what's our future will be..
Only GOD knows..

Ya.. You. God have a great plan for you too.
I believe in future, you will get to reflect back what you do now..
If you work hard now in any areas, in future you will see the outcome of working hard now..
You might suffer, but you will think that it is worth doing it.
Same to if you choose to rest now and do nothing about your future,
You will suffer next time( most probably) and then reflect back on the days you were resting and do nothing about your future..and start to regret.

Friends..
Let's start to work hard for your future..
The future is in your hand..
Although God have a plan for you, but still, its your choice to choose the way..
Sometimes we will complain and say that you dont care about anything in future,
But friends, iszt worth to complain and give up?
Why dont we spend the time in thinking of how to improve rather then spend your time complaining this and that?

Let's learn together..
Everyone is still in the learning process.=)

The reason I believe.

 "Why did you choose to believe when you cant even see it?" asked by someone.

Friends, did you ever ask yourself this question? Or being ask by this question?

Asking yourself why you believe in something that you cant "see" with your bare eyes?

Pondering why would you believe even when you cant "hear" it with your bare ears?

Some of us will say this, "Because I feel it. Thats why I believe."

Some of us might say this, "Hmm.. I believe because people say about it."

Some of us will might say, "Everyone believe mah! Thats why i choose to believe lo!Haha!"

Its like the wind.

Why will you believe that it exist?

Because you feel it with your physical body.

When the wind blows, you feel it, right?

Thats why you know that in this world, wind exist.

But one thing that I believe here is more powerful than any other things..

I not only "feels" it, but i also "sees" it and "hears" it. And "tastes" it too.

You might be wondering what is this.

Its not ice-cream, not chocolate or Ramlee burger..

I said that i "feels" it, "sees" it, "taste" it and "hears" it,

But I did not use my physical body to feel it,

Physical eye to see it.

Or physical ear to listen or hear it.

What i use is my HEART.

Yes, my heart.

Do you know that your heart can actually feel, listen, see, and even taste?

What you need to do is just to open your heart so that it can see, hear,taste and feel.

If u hide it, how can it do it?

Another thing that help me to continue believe is by FAITH.

Yes. By faith.

When you believe this things do exist, u just believe it. By faith.

As simple as ABC.

Although some of us can be easily stumble by what others say, but still, your faith is there.

And how to restore the FAITH?

Is by opening your heart again to feel, see, hear and taste the TRUTH once again.

There is one thing that i BELIEVE and it will last FOREVER.

I BELIEVE in JESUS. The Mighty Lord who gave His ONE AND ONLY SON to die for us 2000 years ago. 

I BELIEVE because I can feel His presence.

I BELIEVE because I can taste His great love and blessings

I BELIEVE because I can see the great works that He had done for us.

And I BELIEVE because I heard Him saying "My child, I LOVE YOU."

ps: AND HE LOVES YOU TOO.

The choice is in your hand.

In this brand new 2011, my thoughts changed.

I still remember last year i was still so immature, wasting my precious time.

That night, i made this decision to change my life.

I promised myself and to God that i will turn to be more mature.

This is life.. everyone are growing.. or maybe not all..

But its your choice.. Grow? Or remain silent.

I cant believe that I'm trying to discipline myself now..

It never happen to me before.

But in this new year, it did.

Wake up early in the morning, do some meaningful things.

Preparing myself before attend class.

Planning for this brand new year.

And live in real life more than in the fake world "facebook".

This is real..

When you choose to do something for your life, you can do it.

Because you have the heart to do so.

If you choose to give up, u failed. But if you choose to go on, u are near to success.