God's Kingdom currency is Faith.

Today attended a talk in my church..^^

"My friend and his boyfriend"

Yup,obviously is a homosexual talk..

Dont think too much..Im not..haha..Just that i attend the talk to learn ..

Our church coordinator had invited Pastor Edmund from Melaka who is previously a gay~

But he had been change by God and know he is a married man!And guess what?He have two children!

I was impress with what he preach..Thank God~

He really did used by God..

I learned alot from today's talk..

The one i like the most is "God's Kingdom currency is Faith"

When he say this,

I was totally "wow!"

I thank God that he reminded me again to have FAITH in Him..^^

Another thing i learned is..Dont care how people look at u because God loves you..

And do not condemn people of what they do and who they are..Because none of us is perfect..

And yea,i am awake now..

God reminded me again..

We cant compare by saying "your sin is worse,my sin is small case only"

NO!If it is a sin,it is sin.

U cant say lying is a small sin compare to those that kill.

But God says,Sin is a Sin..

No measurement because SIN is still SIN!

There are more that Pastor had said..

Im not gonna write it because if i were to write,

It will be a very loooooong one..XD

I am really impress and i thank God that i attended this talk..

It was really worth sitting there 2 hours..

Thank you Jesus~

So remember people...God forgives and accepts when you are willing to come to Him by "Faith".

Jia you..♥

Nowadays all of us are sooo busy..

Busy with assignments..

Test..

Presentations..

Some of us cried because of stress..

Some of us even give up..

But i really want to say this..

"Lets go through all this together~"

I believe we have to go through all this to have a good outcome..

There will be sunshine after the rain..

All the best people..

Lets go through together and smile together after this..

I know nowadays you are very tired..very stress..

I cant help much but to wait..

Till u c me..sitting behind you..

Praying for you..

Pray that God will give you strength..

Pray that you will able to go on..

u r not alone..

No one knows..

No one will know what my heart thinks..

Even sometimes i am confuse what i really want..

The heart is empty now..

I do not know what is really going on now..

The heart..is numb now..

i doesnt mean that i dont have enough love..

But is too much that i cant bear..

Because i cant give the best to them..

Cant give back what i received..

Now i know..when hearts are hurt..it needs time to get healed..

I know your heart had been hurt before..

But please take note..mine is hurt before too..

But why didnt i tell you..

I can tell you that my heart is 100x hurt than you..

U cant even imagine that..

But i choose to believe again..

But now..it seems to be still hurting..

Sometimes..the words..the actions..hurts me alot..

I hope u were the one..that can help me through this..

I hope v can help each other..But..it seems like u r too fast that i cant even reach you..

God..please..help me..

Shut up angie

Angi Lim Sok Feng

Always remember that u WONT and DONT have the rite to do anything you want ok!

Why??Haha~

You have to get use to it!
Since young you already like that la..

Everything you do..is WRONG!!!

You brainless girl

So just SHUT UP and go do watever things that have been told ok??

You have no rite to STOP people from doing things they want to doooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya!I am talking bad about myself AGAIN!!!

WHY?????AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I also have things that i dont like a!!!

Why others can show me some faces but i cant!!!!

Ok fine!!!Im getting use to it!!!

From now on, i will just keep my mouth shut!

I will never tell anyone about what is happening in my life!

I will never tell anyone what i dont like!

I will never and never ever show my true feelings to ANYONE!!!!!

Wondering~

It is around 4am now..

Im sitting alone in the living room doing my presentation slides..

Listening to musics..

Then i sign in to my facebook..

And suddenly i remembered of her..

I went to her profile and look at her pictures..

And i started to think..

I ask myself..

"Hmm..When he was vf her..I wonder..How they communicate.."

Again..I ask.."I wonder what she did that makes him dont like.."

"I wonder what they did before..Where they been before..What good memories they have before.."

Yea..Obviously im jealous..

To be honest..I dont like..I dont want to be jealous..Its a sin..

But..somehow..It come to my mind..

I wonder how could he manage to forget the girl..

Wondering whether he really does forget the girl..

Wondering and wondering..

Hmm..i guess..there is no point of wondering all this stuff..

The important is now..rite?

But to be honest again..I really do worry about the coming 2 and the half years..

I do not want to let go of your hand..

When you graduate..

What will happen?We wont know..

But i really want to prove too everyone that v r not merely "love" or "like" each other base on feeling only..But really looking to the future..

They can say us ass childish..But i do believe..

I believe we can go through all this..I want to believe..

I know PR field is very complicated..

When u go to the outside world..
You will meet lots of people..

You will be busy on your stuff..I will be busy for my studies too..

But..somehow..hmm..i dont hope that we will end up like that..

Well..I hope everything goes well..

I hope that i can manage my time well..

Manage my financial well..

Dont want to give any problems to anyone..

Because..now..I feel myself as a trouble, and a burden to them..

What i know is ya..im not perfect..

ps: i hope to be the perfect one for you.. Im sorry for the problems i bring to you..Sorry..

The special one~

Haha..where can forget this person a..

The special one..ug ~

I really want to say thank u to him because he is the one that give me encouragement and teach me during my down times..

Thank you for ur endurance..

I know nowadays im kinda harsh when talking to you..

Thank you for ur patience..=P

I know its not good to feel when u cant be vf the one u like and i know its not easy to face the other people's family but u did..

I really salute you for ur courage to sit down and talk to my mum.

If for me,i wont dare to do so..

I know mayb u will feel unfair about alot of things that happen around u..But i can tell you that God is always vf u..n He will help u..just have faith and u will c things change..

Being a course rap is not easy i know..

Being the eldest son in house is not easy too..

But remember,u r not alone..

i know u r very stress and tired nowadays,but u r not alone..

U still have us..U still have ur friends and God..

Im sorry if sometimes i made u feel crazy..

Im sorry if sometimes i had broke ur heart..

But i really want to say..i really dont mean to harm you..

Im really happy and blessed that i get to know you..

V do not know wat will happen in future..

V do not know whether v r really meant to be or not..

But i can just say,God will lead us..

I dont care how people look at us,how people say about us..as long as v r still in the rite path..thats enough..

God will guide us,amen?

I really want to tell you that life is not perfect..

Life is not easy..But dont give up..

He will strengthen u..k?

N believe that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE for God..

Believe..n u will c miracles happen..

Lets walk through this journey together and shine for Him..^^

Remember our promise a..^^

My family~^^

My eldest sis,bro and me vf pretty mummy~

Papa n his chidrens=P

Not to forget...My family~!The most important ones in my life..

Without them,i dont think i can be here..

Although we are not like other family~

Can stay together,laugh together,cry together..But..

I still love this family~

Especially my mummy~She is the one that work hard to earn money and take care of us..

Although when i am young,she is not vf me,but i do love her soo much because she did alot for us..She is really a superwomen~

Mummy~thank you for all things that u had done for me..

Sorry for making u cry..making u worry..

Mummy~dont worry yea..i will find gor gor and jie jie theyll ger le..

Dont worry about our relationship k?

V will be the best bro and sis!^^

And dont ever ever think that u r not a good mummy~

U r the BEST!

Love you mummy~

Daddy!ahaha..found this picture in my jie jie photo album^^

Miss him a..Almost half year le..Didnt meet him..

Papa..u have to take care of ur health ok?

i will surely come back and find u when i have chance^^

Although i didnt stay vf u since im 5,but papa..i still love u!

I dont care watever things that happen last time~

You r still the greatest papa in the world^^Love you~

My eldest sister..Nicole~

jie..Although sometimes i feel hard to communicate vf u..

Bt i thank God that He send u to me and because of u,i know Him..

Although sometiems i really feel fed up when u dont understand me,but i know its just that our age gap..

I thank you for blessing me in my financial when i dont have money to go for church event..

And praying for me all the time^^

Jie a..dont forget daddy a..He miss us alot too..

Love you~

Tis is my second sis,Angel~

Jie, although we hardly contact each other last time but i Thank God that u r bck to malaysia le..

There r times i saw u post in ur facebook,saying that u dont believe in Love anymore..

But jie..I really want to tell you that u still have us and you still have God..

Dont give up,K?

Mummy very worry u gar..

Maybe u feel mummy very "fan",but jie,why mummy waste time to talk to you if she dont love u?She do all this just because of one simple thing,that is "Love".

And daddy.Yes,he didnt take c of us well,but jie,he is still our father..Find him when u r free yea~

And ur children..

I believe that ur children loves and miss u alot too..

We love u and God loves u too..^^

My one and only brother!Alvin~

Gor..so long didnt see u le..

miss you soo much~

Although last time u always bully me la..but i know u do this just because u want to kacau me..heheh

Gor a..u already 25 years old ger la..Have to know how to think le..

Im glad that atleast now u will call mummy sometimes..

But gor..dont only call mummy,but also call daddy..

Remember,u still have a dad..ok?

Daddy told me that ull didnt find him..i believe he is not happy too..

Treasure the times when u r still living..

God loves u and we love u~

Here r they~leng zai n leng lui leh~=P

I really thank God for all of them~^^

I really hope to c and i want to believe that one day all of them will come to know christ^^

Thank You~♥

There r some times that im totally lost..feeling lonely..hopeless..

But i Thank God that He bless me with these people~That help me through my hard times~

I write this post is to specially give thanks to those that love me and care for me..

Firstly,

I want to say thank you to my babes..

Thank you Saki,Charmaine,Coco,Elaine and Ling for your love and care towards me..

For giving me a big and warm hug when i feel discourage,when i feel hopeless and lonely..

Those hugs really do give me a very big encouragement..^^

Saki,(The mean girlXD)

Dear~Thanks for "scolding" me sometimes when im in blur mode..haha..altho sometimes it might hurt,but it really help me on growing myself..^^And thanks for helping me through out my homeworks..Teaching me when i dont really

understand^^I know sometimes im kinda "fan"..=P~Lets do our best in this PR course!^^

Charmaine,(the rock starXD)

Char char~thanks for ur hugs..U r always the one that is willingly to listen to me when i need someone to talk to..(i doesnt mean that others dont har~)Thank you so much for loving me as ur best fren^^And always telling me not to forget that i have ull~^^all the best in ur exams and everything u do yea!

Coco,(the modelXD)

dearie~Thank you for hugging me and giving me the comfort when im sad..It really makes me feel warm..It really helps alot..I know sometimes u will think that it is not worth for me to do certain things but my dear..i hope u will understand n support me~^^All the best in ur Adv course!

Elaine,(the brand freakXD)

Elaine dear~So long neva meet u le..Hope to talk to

u and hang out vf u~Thank you also for encouraging me when im down..miss u!Oh ya!all the best in your final year!Support u!^^

Ling(the sexy b****XD)

Babe~thanks for being vf me too..I still remember that u r so willingly to come to my house and accompany me and drive back early in the morning~thank you!!All the best in your new course oo~

Thanks Babes..Thank you for listening to me and always there to help me..Here,i want to say "I LOVE YOU" to all of you!And remember,im also always available for ull^^Hope that our friendship will never end~Lets add oil together!

A letter to God..

Dear God,

Please forgive me for my selfishness..For praying to you only when i need help..

Lord,sometimes im so tired..

Just dont feel to move on..

But because of Your great Love..I go on..

Lord..I give thanks to You for Your blessings that You pour out in my life..

Without Your help,i dont think i will be here writting to You..

Lord,

I thank You for Your patience..

Waiting me to turn back to You..

Than you for teaching me on how to Love others even when they dont like me..

Lord..there are times i feel like sleeping and dont want to wake up anymore but You wake me up..Thank you Lord..

Lord,

I have a small request..

Can You please protect those that i love?

Can You bless them a good health?

Can You show them who You are so that they can come back to you?

Can You makethose that i love to be happy everyday?

Lord..I just hope to see those people around me to smile and be strong..

I hope myself will be strong too..

Lord..please also bless my relationship with people around me too..

I really hope that i can communicate well with everyone..

I know i cant meet everyones favor but this is not important..

What important is how You think about me..

Lord..Guide me o God..Teach me..

==dont know mandarin but need to answer..

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幸福热气球：第一阶段

① 绰号：An Gi, Babi lala==

② 星座：Scorpio

③ 生日：1990/November/15

④ 兴趣：Dance and sing

⑤ 血型：No idea==

⑥ 最宝贵的东西：hmm..if is a thing..err..my ic?XD

⑦ 最討厭的东西：Err..lecture notesXD



幸福热气球：第二阶段

① 有喜欢的人吗：Ahem..haha..got la~=P

② 有交往吗：haha..not available nah~

③ 幸福吗：in sense of wat leh..?erm..okok la..

④ 他很爱你吗：Ask him ger ma..not me la..

⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么：hmm..never think of it before..


幸福热气球：第三阶段

① 你被谁点：Vri~the vitagen..she 点 me in my old blog==

② 他是你的谁：Sister in christ^^

③ 他的个性是：Very noisy..always call me An Gi!!=P

④ 他长得怎样：Very cute sister^^

⑤ 跟他认识多久：Eh..more than half year lu..

⑥ 你想跟他说什么：Vri Vri~ God will bless u!So dont worry..just go on..Dont give up!

⑦ 如果他变成你的情人：Lol..then i will become lesbian..DONT WANT!!



幸福热气球：第四阶段

① 最爱的音乐：Korean Hit song^^

② 最爱的季节：Winter!Wanted to see snow...I hate hot weather!

③ 最爱的卡通：Err..doremon and powerpuff girls!^^

④ 最爱的颜色：White and pink^^

⑤ 最想去的国家：Japan and taiwan^^

⑥ 最爱的水果：Honeydew and watermelon..

⑦ 最爱的饮料：Coca cola and milo ice~

⑧ 最爱的人：My family, God and..hehe=P



幸福热气球：第五阶段

① 你很爱哭吗：Hmm..not really..

② 你很爱笑吗：Yup^^Because i love to c people smile so i have to take the 1st

step^^

③ 你是很有信心的人吗：Sometimes..it depends on wat kind of situation^^

④ 你想要怎样的生活：Hmm..i want to have a simple life..No need to think too much

and live happily ever after..But it is kinda impossible thou~=P

⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：Yup^^

⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：Yup!Super duper!

⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：eh..no idea..

⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：Sure yes la!!Love the most!!

⑨ 你很专情吗：Erm..i dont know wow..but i want to be..

⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：Hahha..sure la!!Heaven a~~

你喜欢唱歌吗：Yup^^Gt perform ger ma=P







幸福热气球：第六阶段

开始点名

1. Eu gene

2. Saki

3. Lynn

4. Cross V

5. Elaine

6. Charmaine

7. Nic

8. Jessica

9. Dominicque

10. Jian le



「五号跟谁谈恋爱」Dont know wor..like dont have wor..

「一号是男的还是女的」Boy^^

「六号人很好吗」Yup!Absolutely!

「二号很色吗」Ya!haha..no la..

「七号跟三号在一起吗」No la!Just friend^^

「八号是单身吗」Nop^^

「十号喜欢一号吗」Haha!Then is gay dy..LOL!No la!

「五号读那间学校」UTAR

「六号喜欢谁」haha..the chopstick leader lo..

「二号喜欢唱歌吗」Yup^^but she loves dancing more^^

「你爱一号吗」Sure la=P

「三号住哪」eastlake a..

「十号跟你告白」Har?got gf jor gar~^^

「四号有宠物吗」Lol..is a dance crew lei gar..


如果你有三个愿望，Tell me your wish :

① I wish that those that i love will stay happy and healthy..

② I wish i could understand him more..
③ I wish all this wishes come true~

Wat should i do?

Recently so many things happened..

Rushing for assignments..

Midterms are over..

Relationship..hmm..complicated..

Mayb im just a trouble maker..

God..i know it is wrong to say this..

But..im really tired..

Can u tell me wat to do..?

Im hurting people only..

Wat sholud i do..I dont know..

ps:u r not bad..its my bad..im too childish i guess..v just cant und wat v want..

im just a heartbreaker..